
Russell Yates: The man who wasn't there
by Zak Salih
In a Time Magazine photograph, Russell Yates stands alone.
Hands drooping by his sides, legs apart, back straight: a solitary
Russell superimposed behind a dry-erase board that never will be
used again. Overlooking his right shoulder is a small American flag,
the stars and stripes drooping like Rusty's face, which looks
away from the camera, lips locked straight, eyes glazed as if possessed
by bitter nostalgia, watching the water-logged ghosts of his five
children studying, reading, writing. Two markers lie on the floor
beside Rusty's feet; looking at the image, we wonder whether
it was Noah, John, Paul, Luke or Mary who dropped them there, which
of the five dead children was the last to have his or her hands
around the black marker, the red one. The caption below the picture
reads "Empty house: Rusty in the kids' home-school room"
and yet the house is not the only thing that's empty.
We've seen the pictures of Andrea Yates, Russell's wife.
We've seen her looking like a drowned rat, bug-eyed behind
large glasses, thin and wasted away. We've seen her in portraits
with her children, first one, then two, and then five; with each
new child that crowds the frame like a grinning dumpling we see
Andrea's smile straining and straining, a grisly foreshadowing
of the events for which she's been found guilty. And yet Russell
remains oblivious, a frozen image of bliss that severely contradicts
his latest photograph. In these early photos, he is not the lonely
man we know now but the man immersed in family life, a man whose
alleged emotional and supportive absence may have aided in his wife's
downfall.
If Andrea Yates was insane during the final baptism of her five
children (and regardless of the court's ruling, the debate
will continue for years) then the responsibility, by societal consensus,
lies not behind those lifeless eyes but inside the equally lifeless
ones of Russell Yates. As the patriarch of the Yates family, he
has failed not only his five children and his wife, but himself
as well. Russell Yates failed to see the signs of his wife's
mental deterioration when they were right in front of his face.
Andrea holding a knife to her throat and threatening to kill herself,
a family history of depression and mental illness, a potpourri of
mental breakdowns, Andrea's dreams of stabbing someone; these
were the blatant signs which Russell ignored to the point where,
after Andrea was diagnosed with postpartum depression, the couple
quickly got off birth control and had another child. There is an
obvious connection between mental illness and the denial of loved
ones, but how long can Russell claim denial and shrug off the responsibility
he had as a father to protect his kids? When do we stop blaming
problems on abstractions like depression, denial, confusion and
start taking responsibility for our existences and actions like
the autonomous creatures we are?
When one considers the buildup behind the events of June 20, 2001,
it comes as a surprise that Russell Yates did not stop what could
have been avoided. While the subject of mental illness is as complicated
as an M.C. Escher image, the subject of child endangerment is fairly
straightforward: any obstacle threatening to harm your child should
be removed as quickly as possible, even if the obstacle in question
turns out to be the mother herself. Common sense would tell most
of us that if our wife were found clawing bald spots into her head
and under constant duress because of a fundamental obsession with
the Bible and subjects of sin, salvation and damnation that something
was wrong, that she needed help. And yet Russell stood by his woman,
speaking for her in the face of doctors who questioned her mental
health, and he stands by her now, after a jury of anonymities decided
she will be injected with medication in a mental institution instead
of poison in a Texas death house. Since was decided on March 15
that she should serve a life sentence rather than suffer the death
penalty.
Maybe what goes through Russell Yates' head as he stands in
the lifeless school room are not memories but questions. Does he
realize all the mistakes he made in the past, does he realize that
he is paying the the price of irresponsibility for all of us with
or without children, or is he as oblivious as he was before, shrugging
off mental illness as if it were an enflamed mosquito bite that
would heal in a few days? That many refuse to blame Andrea Yates
for her actions on the basis of mental instability only worsens
the weight on Russell's shoulders. He is a portrait of a man
who has made one mistake too many; a man who now pays for his obliviousness
and ignorance with every single breath his five children will never
take. Notions of "putting the past behind you" mean nothing
to this man who lives every second of his life mourning those he
lost. Would Andrea, in all her religious fervor, consider her husband,
the tragically flawed "Rusty," a messenger? Would she
consider him a prophet for the contemporary American family sent
to show us all the results of our inattentiveness? Is he a tool,
an invisible man duped by cosmic powers, the Fool to Andrea's
King Lear, a bullhorn to reverberate some hidden lesson we should
glean from all this mess?
"I'm a fool to do your dirty work oh yeah, I don't
wanna do your dirty work no more" sings Steely Dan as Russell
Yates, America's dirty worker, sponges up the mess of a horrible
crime. Whatever fate awaits Andrea Yates in prison, whether the
murder of her children was an act of clouded judgment or crystalline
awareness, Russell Yates wanders lifelessly through the streets
of his suburban nightmare, poisoned with the hindsight of what could
have been and blessed with the promise of what might be.
Zak Salih is a sophomore SMAD and English double major.
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